my dream dates..........for REAL

Emmmm,my fav. celebs.i could stay with ANNE HATHAWAYand watch her smile all day.
Angelina should just gimme a kiss on the cheek nd dat would be it for me.....or she should just adopt me......


Jessy marie alba..........she's just hot.From Dark angel,sin city,into the blue,f4 and goodluck chuck.

love gone......................................SOUR

i tot it was always gonna be like that,till we get married or somtin(just imagine me......thinkin of marriage at 17.it was just a match made from the heavens.I neva wanted to let go.....and fear of loosing her was just a major concern.i loved her so much nd her response couldnt av made me happier.We just had fun nd took it as it came.She told me she wouldnt leave me for no reason nd i was just so happy to hear that........buh before i knew it she was gone nd the the then love.................fast turnin hatred.

I met her just som yrs bac.....we became frnds like it was just a choice.we neva really liked each other nd all that cos she often refered to me as a sisi,game freak nd a book boy(wat nonsense).....truly i neva liked girls bac then nd i just saw her like a normal person.we did the frnd thingy for a while buh often ended as fussin nd fightin(omg......cant bliv i was like that som yrs bac).didnt see her for a while cos i was away in no man's land.......nd anytime i got bac she was away too.Buh as fate would av it we met after a while.she was looking all grown up nd preety(like she's bin preety all this while ,i was just too blind to hav noticed).Now i liked her nd i wanted us to be close frnds...not even frnds.Buh shortly after she said she was gonna be away again.........truly i was sad buh was glad to hear she was gonna be bac soon.i was always a constant companion....nd i talked to her on the fone all the time.Soon enuf she was bac nd i was always knocking on her door.we became really cool frnds nd always hung out.it really went on and on nd emotions came in.Soon we became lovers......nd the bond just got stronger.MEHN......AM NOT WRITING A POEM,THIS IS FOR REAL.she was always ther nd was the most lovin person i had ever known,we had fun nd we neva wanted this union to come off short.A time to be apart came again nd now she was gone......i tot she was gonna be bac buh this time she was gone for real.

Now am trying so hard,so sad when love dies and you wonder if you could av prevented it.slipping through your fingerprints nd love's left me cold.bewildered and alone and no hearts home.my loves already gone nd i just keep hoping it rises again.nd i just keep floating this stupid impossible pictures.am just trying to end the useless questions of when and why,and i still think shes here buh not wit me....nd somtimes shes really kind to me buh it all seems wasted like it doesnt touch my heart,somtin has died.am nt sure if its just now or forever.i could just tell her am sorry nd stufs nd take all the guilt buh to be honest the only thing am sorry about is all the time we wasted(i swear....am gonna be angerd all the time.....only if we make up.nd dats just almost imposible).since we seperated av just bin me,nd av bin learning to love myself.nd wat hurts me most is i just stay some nights,thinkin of her,nd how the love was new,the sound of her voice,the touch of her hand,the hours we spent,makin plans(often told each other we wer gonna get mrried),all the making outs nd how we wer really close to each other.I always heard that love is blind buh its deaf nd dumb too cos if i had seen nd known this was how its gonna end...maybe i ld neva av goten into this.i think this love just sucks now.she even did some checks on me buh now,no conversations nd it shouldnt take a mystic revelation for me to understand it just meant to be this way.MEHN CANT BLIV AM WRITIN ALL THIS STUFS.and am just writin this for her.....hope she reads.i know its not bin good for long time now,it doesnt get any beta.no mata how we both try hard,we just argue and disagree.You want ur way nd duh! i want mine.wer living seperate lives,wer not in deep kinda love.so lets just be frnds,our love mite still work in the future.but u mean too much to turn my back nd walk away.our lives can still touch in a friendly sort of way.i can promise to be ther if u ever need a friend buh i cant promise if its eva gonna be more than that.BFF
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this is the realest stuf i ever thought in my mind.......nd am so tellin her.midnite write ups.

Becks.......................PART TIME YANK

Really...notins bin happenin.Have just bin on code sleep,eat,fifa09(am too old for it,i know),internet and more sleep.I decided to take a break on monday,cos av bin in my room for quite a while doin my normal randy stufs.Then i try to see wats on tv,and am like wtf.......this guy as lost his cool.A replay video of a soccer match that took place some days back.........this guy isranting at his angry boo-ing fans.I tell myself wat has come ova Becks and his followers. Am a David beckams fan..............the paparazzi,loads of cash,tv adds,fashion,never ceasing hairstyles and all that (common..who wouldnt want to be like him).this guy makes lots of money just for chasing a round leather ball for ninety minutes.moving from one big club to another(real madrid and manchester).And the guy is the most popular soccer player.ok....enuf of all this stale jist,cos proly eryone knows.Becks makes so much money nd starts feeling like the new messiah.He leaves europe and heads for america where MLB,NBA,MLB were the major sports.he arrives in the MLS and he promises the press heaven and hell(boasting he his gonna make soccer a popular sport in america)..................
Fine,most games wher sold out cos all the hot chics,gay guys wanted to hav a feel of him so they went in numbers to cheer becks.even grannies went to the games to see becks before they die(is this true?..lmao) nways he scores couple of signature freekicks,sells millions of soccer jerseys for galaxy,victoria gets more attention from the paparazzi,fashion shows nd more hairstyles buh doesnt really hav impact on how the game was viewed.Bball,american football,baseball still got all the ish.then he tries to run away from america after takin ther millions,he gets a loan deal to italy and doesnt want to come back.Stays in italy for a little longer....misses half of the season in mls(meanwhile his still gonna get paid).He gets back nd the fans are angry at him on his first game.He feels insulted..and takes the fight to the fans at half time.One of the fans rants at him and he tells him to come.Trust all this gangsters...the guy walks down and beckam tries to jump over the advert board.then the stewards and few players(am sure most of the players ar beefin on him) holds him back nd he walks unconcerned into the dressing room.

Emmmm,what am i tryin to peg on...........beckams a fraudster who needs to be probed by an american EFCC (am sure they hav one).He takes ther millions and tries to dump them cos he feels the soccer in america is not competitive nd all.They shoulda proly given him a boxing bout with the angry fan......nd lets see wat happens.Whats he teachin his son who was watchin from the stance or his wife(dont really like her though) nd i pity Tom cruise(controversial couch jumper) who went to see the game........all this celebs just think they can eat their cakes nd have it.Enuf of all the Beckam ish.....................i know most of you reading ar like whats the fools business wit becks nd all.Buh boy just speakin dem mind.

THIS ONES FOR YOU

Tinkering with those keys

Fingering through the gadjet

You lived to be outside

Under that blue sky

Never a minute was wasted

You found plenty to teach me

YOU said 'life is wat u make of it'

Your lessons always cherished

Things you said can never be replaced

Some so funny,You had to laugh

We lived to see what you do next

What a man,this man of mine

Just one last touch holding your hand

Hearing your voice we do crave

But now your gone no more to see

But i will just bet

In heaven on that piano

He can be found

This ones for u man ..........ma piano teacher who got shot and killed. sighhh.....RIP

If it wasnt for them

Emmm,this had bin a long time coming.nd i felt i just had to blog this thingy in appreciation to my friends i think i owe a lot (thanks to John wu introduced me to blogger).If it wasnt for them i dunno want woulda happened to me or wat i woulda turn out to be due to my failure.

I was moms favourite(she liked my sista too) in high school with all the brains and stuffs.Was really studious nd all nd only wanted notin buh to study nd outshine the other guys in class.It was really loads of competion nd i was always a major competitor,buh i always enjoyed it though.Holidays wer sad times cos ther was nobody to compete wit nd we wer(all the other brainy guys) looked forward for resumption).This went on nd on,nd life couldnt av bin more pleasurable.The world seemed like a lovely place to be in cos everytin was just right for me(my parents wer not rich....am talking bout my edu life).High school life was just interesting (dats all av bin tryin to narrate).Got admission into uni through dip.Dis was when all my problems started, realy loved marine stufs(yh my dad was into marine too).Medicine was wat i was doin in dip nd i really did messed up.it wasnt cos i lost my touch............it was just because i got into a group of bad friends who only saw the fun part of life nd never talked about serious stufs.Didnt even know why i was doing medicine.............Reading was not just d inn thing nd i had to do the dip proggrame again.

If it wasnt for these guys would have bin with the pain of failure and rejections by those who couldnt believe wat i had turned out to be.Lemme start wit Shxxx...........this guys just like me buh he was really there for me when i needed him the most.Told me to move on nd dat wasnt the end of life.really liked his slow attitude nd the way we just got along.If it wasnt for johnny who woulda bin ther to nag u nd laff at u for ur misfortunes for failin your course. Really learnt a lot from him nd d friendly words he gave me,was always wantin to know how i was fairing nd was always quick to remind me i was a bloody repeater.If it wasnt for biola giwa who would i av looked up to for intelligence nd composure(i even tagged her miss composure.Really learnt a lot from nosa.......clubbin without brains was just stupid.if it wasnt for nosa who gave lenghty talks nd advises nd how dissapointed he was at me......always tellin me to read.if it wasnt for tayo who helped me out in virtually everything....nd made me realise the worth of friendship.If it wasnt for dee who was like a mom nd was always worried about how i coped.......if it wasnt for jessy who was always doin routine check on how life was in dip.if it wasnt for teezy nd Yumybee.if it wasnt for scala who was a pain in the neck.If it wasnt bee who showed her love nd care........................

The list goes on...............cant just remeber some ppl now.If it wasnt for all this guys(people i call friends),really dont know how i woulda survived.JUst thanking ya'll i mentioned................I really appreciate you guys.LOL http://ifitwasntforthem.blog.com